Wednesday, August 27, 2008
jus now was chatting with my cousin. and we chatted alot of things. always the same old things
our parents, our sister, about my darling. told her that from young without parents the impact its really big, but she kinda don believe it. she felt that once u have grow old enough it will be the same like others. ad i can tell u its a BIG NO. its just different growing up with and without ur parents. though my dad have passed aways like four years i still miss him now and then. i would cry like a small baby at night wen i miss him. as for my mummy, wen i thought of i didnt even hv a chance to call her mummy i can cry like hell too. my mummy have oled passed away for like ten over years but once i thought of her i can drop tears immediately. but things don always allow me to drop my tears as and when i like. so everytime i gt be behave like as if im a v brave girl like as though , though my muumy passed away v long it has gt not much impact anymore. but that's nt true! it still hurts me to the bottom of my heart. i still hope that one day on the road i would be able to see someone who resemble my mummy alot alot. everytime i saw those ke lian de uncle at the hawker. those skinny skinny de it wld remind me of my dad. sometimes i would even imagine that oh that's papa.
