Tuesday, January 26, 2010
went to buy his favourite veg bee hoon. and waited for him under his house. when he came down i was sitting at the metal chair. he hug me. i can smell him. i can feel him. how i hope the time freeze there. and he drove to his work place and then i went to my work place. he msg me reached work place oled? i replied him. so nth much. till abt 12 plus. i asked kf whether his husband is her first bf. she say no is her no 11. and then suddenly she asked. how are u and n ur bf? it hit me so hard again. i tried to control my tears but i cant. i asked her how come you ask this qns. she said haze saided that u were unhappy during work. i really cldnt control and i cried it out. she was like omg. so sorry leh so sorry. u don wan to say its oki. really ok. after a very long time before i cool down i told her. not because i don wan to tell you. i cant tell u. cos once i start to talk i will tear. so i cldnt say much also cos i kept crying. so end work oled dr tham helped me see whether anything can be done to the scratches not. but too bad cannot. so i said nvm. and off i go. went back home sleep till 5 plus. then went to suntec with huey and baby. went to eat pepper lunch. then i thought of him again. almost cried out infront of my sisters but i didnt. managed to control it. so only bought two spag. and we sent huey to seng kang. went round and round for very long before i managed to find han wen's place. and then went back home. so tired. drive soo long. so sick of driving at that time. so quickly went to bed cos the next day need to wake up at 5.45 for hebe's run! i love him.
