woke up very early today at 5.30am! and the first thing is to see my phone saw his msg. 'darlin i miss you ' OMG ITS LIKE FULFILLING MY DONNO HOW MANY YEARS WISHES LIKE THAT, YOU KNOW THAT KIND OF FEELING. so i quickly packed up the stuff and drove to his place to pick him up. when he came inside the car. he hugged me and said sorry. im sorry i cried again. its like i thought im losing him for good. but miracle happens. so off we go to ecp. there's a lot of doggy. saw two ckc but think hebe still the prettiest. haha. after almost for three weeks. i get to hold his hands again. =) i get to kiss him again. =) i really wish that this will last. so we went to eat breakfast at mac. =) and then we went to walked the flower shop. =) and he drove me back. cos im too tired to drive him back and then drive back the car. so asked him to drive the car back. i know he will get to drive so i put his name under the second driver oled. =) went home bath hebe and slept till 2 plus. then went out with him to ps. then we walked to taka to take my race bag. and the person told me don have my tee shirt size. was angry. then we went back to take the car. went to eat bak kut teh with his parents. then we went back. watch tv. went out again at 11 plus with his sisters to azhar to eat prata. and wen we reached his hse. he gt a phone call. he quickly went down and picked up the phone call. i only heard him saying oh no la i only went out for a drink. so i get down the car and asked him who call u. he only say, my friend. why did he reply me this way? when we went back i asked him again who called u, his reply is the same, my friend. i asked u the second time isn't it obvious i wanna know who is it. and i continued asking who is ur friend, then he replied is a classmate. then i asked why cannot he tell me the name? he said i don need to know so much and anyway we wont meet. i was so hurt. very hurt. and i continued to ask girl or boy. he paused for awhile before replying me, girl. i was like, in the first place u don wan to tell me who is it. then u tell me that i don need to know so much. then u said its a girl. how would i feel? i donno what to do. i love him.

you will never be replaced ;
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