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Wednesday, January 27, 2010

today he called me in the morning. talked to him awhile on the phone. morning chat is so nice. i can feel that he's so gentle. went back to slp for awhile and received msg from millie asking me to run with her for sundown. i agreed. cos she asked a few times oled. kinda don want to reject her so i agreed. anyway i need to exercise also. reached nus at 11. saw him online and chatted with him. till abt lunch time. i asked him what i wanted to. i told him i was upset when he said that i don need to know so much. his reply was just keep telling me that there's nth between the classmate and him. wad im upset abt is that u are not telling me things. im nt worried that u have got to do sth with that classmate. and he just said that next time he will tell me. so what can i still ask? so im telling myself not to think about that anymore. =) didn't went to swimming with him and his aunt because when i reached home they are oled at the pool. so i watched tv and waited. because i wanted to have dinner with them. so i msg him asked him whether going to eat after swim. he said yes. and he asked me whether want to go or not. so i happily agreed. =) then he msg me again. so who reach first then wait first. i was like -_-. cos the way he msg me its like afraid that i reached first then have to wait for them then i will be angry. i replied him. why u always make me sounds so unreasonable. i have gt no idea im like that to you in your mind. so went down eat oled then went back. he send me to the bus stop. and i have been thinking. he doesnt love me anymore is it? or im just being too sensitive? i just keep feeling that he doesnt love me anymore but just that he don feel good so he force himself to be with me. this is not what i want. i donno. WHAT THE FUCK SHOULD I DO? im so sad. so sad. nth can describe how i feel. why did he change? why? am i the cause of everything? WHY DIN U CHOOSE TO TALK THINGS OUT ? WHY DID U KEEP EVERYTHING TO URSELF? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
i love you.

you will never be replaced ;
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