today wake up at 11.25am. lesson should be at 10am or 11.30am. so i quickly brush my teeth, changed and took a cab down. my headache still hvnt go away. the giddyness still around. ystd drank a packet of overdue date milo. today lao sai. i was really tired. i don know why. i only know im very tired. today came back from school then i sleep again. sleep till 6 plus. heard that my phone got a msg. its from him. he msg me asking me whether did i eat. i did not reply. he called me. then i bring hebe down to walk. came back keep staring at the comp. wanted to do my hmwk. but i cant. cannot concentrate. so watch tv till 9 then i started doing my hmwk. till at abt 10. he called me. asking me to go down for awhile. so i went down. he came with two subway bread. he pass me one. and asked me whether i have eaten oled not. i hvnt. and he asked me what am i doing now. so i told him im doing my work. and he keep telling me to rem to eat. and i went up. im really confuse. very confuse. is he guilty? is he feeling that he's the one that make me feel so sad so he feel guilty? he feels guilty that im not eating. he feels that im not eating because of him. so he feels guilty. is that the reason why he buy subway for me? or he still cares for me. no, i must tell mylsef he just treat me as a friend, he feels guilty that's why he buy the bread for me. why must he do this? i don dare to ask why he buy the bread. cos i know he's answer will always be why cannot? always telling me like he's just a friend. i donno. im so confuse. so confuse. i love you.

you will never be replaced ;
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